A World To Explore
2022-08-09, 11:22 p.m.
I went out again to the same restaurant as I did yesterday but at a later hour. The place was packed but I forced myself to stay as they discussed where to sit me.
Their first choice was a small table tucked against the wall near a group of older women.
I shook my head no when I thought about being pinned in and my anxiety kicking in. I accepted their second option which was a larger table near the front with room to move about.
An old fool dinning alone amidst lots of long-legged women in sundresses. There are worst ways to spend my evenings.
I don't want this entry to be a list of menu items but more of an acknowledgment that I can change.
It's always so much worse when I hype these situations up in my head. I often fair much better throwing myself into the fray.
Damn, the consequences Jimbo! Just go out there and live your life!
Yes, I have been very busy of late but there is a whole world to explore and I have only just begun.