Feelings
2021-01-22, 8:17 p.m.

I spent most of my life despising intimacy and shunning the people closest to me. Now it seems all I ever do is chase after them.

Alone, in the darkness crying out into the void hoping they will hear me.
Begging them to return but no one answers.

My voice gets lower and lower until all that’s left is just a whisper. I finally give up and let the darkness consume me.